First time doing this…

I have the biggest trust issue and it’s kinda messing with my head. I want to open up to people who are really close to me but that just makes me feel so fucking vulnerable it’s ridiculous. I’m trying to find myself and be happy with myself but the only thing keeping me away from that is my own emotions. Just so much shit going through my head and it seems so simple yet it’s bothering the fuck out of me.